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Thursday, May 05, 2005

( @ 9:12 PM )

took passport size photo after morning tutoring... darn i look so 'Urgh'.. chubby n' ugly!! Even freaks with three eyes or four arms looks way cooler then i do.. never mind, just taking for the sake of school's request.. but but i really gotta do something about myself... *heave a discouraging sigh~ Ray Xing just reminded me about the 'lose weight' challenge.. suddenly feel like giving up.. but cant!!! only a loser QUITS!

Initally wanted to skip school today to tutor. Am gona break down soon... head is in a mess, feeling troubled and discouraged. It's not due to school that i felt this way but it's coz of some boys students whom drove me nuts! showing me attitude or temper... (im not someone whom you can throw temper on.. but ive a high level of tolerance, i could turn into 'deaf ears') Whereas gals students dont seems to stress me out that much. Perhaps i should quit my job.. sorry for being suddenly feeling so pessimistic, even to the extent that hoping i fall sick soon coz everyone around me is falling sick... Urgh... at this moment i some sort hate myself!!!

a green mini ipod coming my way.. gonna chill out with yumei and Cleo this friday at least something for me to look forward too.... Last but not least, my 'nightmare' now from all these stress doesnt end till mid next week..seriously, if i do vanish.. dont bother for looking me.. coz im just feeling super down now like the weather today (grey clouds n rain) negative thoughts just creeps in n' really need to unwind and unstress.. from hectic life (>.<)



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