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Sunday, September 25, 2005

( @ 5:17 AM )

cheeks are feeling alittle warm and pink from the evening swim with jos, students Bao qi and Heran. Actually they tagged along when i told Bao qi that im finally heading back to the pool again after a month during tutoring.. at a point of time, almost 'drown' at the deepest depth of the pool as i was suddenly held on and weigh down by bao qi... the only way to is the jump right up to the surface for air, gasp for air and then sink back down again. Thankfully, i have had my deep water phobia conquered months back if not i'll probably be in the CPR state...

it was fun soaking in the pool while chilling and catching up with jos... hey jos im sure you can obtain your ideal degree course with God's help. ^^ nothing is impossible with God. Planning ice skating with jos~ any one interested too? =)

initally in the morning i dreamt that i was swimming against the strong current and woke up feeling dizzy with a motion sick sorta feeling. The feeling stayed with me until half way through tutoring when i bought sour plum.. perhaps all that movement for motion sick was all in the mind and turns out that our mind is more powerful that it is..

time to change! no i dont mean a change of clothes... but a change in attitude and the way i see myself in the future. i discovered that im one whom is easily distract and sway away from my focus point... which can also be pointed out from the way i play chess. i get 'panic' when my queen or bishop is being eaten up unknowingly.... before i know the next following steps im trapped! Actually this is how i feels right now ( hey figures me why i took so long to figure out how i felt right now) ... lets continue~ yea, i feel trapped. Im immobilise in some ways.... cant proceed far because of flaws and held back in dilemmas.

Oh gawd.. if i were continue in this miserable state, it's im worst then from a coma patient... so indeed it's must for a change of attitude! Surprisingly, mom bought two huge containers and a clothes hanging rack especially for me and i didnt know it... am touched *smile =) as you see im a really messy person and i can be extremely neat when i want to but... most of the time i just cant be bothered. see... it's my attitude again. *lol.. change for the better!!!



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